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[Mar. 21st, 2006|12:50 am] |
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I leave for miami in one day and I haven't even packed yet. I did do my laundry tho. I'm a mess when it comes to getting stuff done early. I can't even believe I'm still awake. I wanted to get to bed at 10. What happened to that? I need to get up early too. Hopefully I'll be having breakfast with Drew. Well we'll see what happens. Until I come back from florida. Night all. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2006|01:57 pm] |
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It's been awhile since I updated. Thought I'd write something. Next week I leave for Miami! I'm so excited! I just want to see the beach and palm trees and be in warm weather! I'm going with Shannon, Susan, and Heather. The only downside is they are all broke and they just want to go to clubs. I'm not a club person. I said I just like to sit at like a beach bar and relax and talk and have a good time. But it doesn't seem like they care what I want to do. I mean I'm going everywhere they want, at least I can get to do something I want. You know? We'll see what happens, but it is my vacation too.
School is going fine. I'm moving really slow getting out applications for the fall. I'm bad at that. I really need to get on the ball with things. At least I'm staying with nursing tho. I really can't wait til I get to work in a hospital and help people. I really look forward to it. I just need to get through the schooling part.
My 21st Bday was a few weeks ago. That was interesting. Haha. But now it's nice to go out to bars and hang with my friends. I'm really trying to have a good time with life right now. I'm just enjoying myself and living how I want to live. Who cares about anyone else?
AH. My mom booked her Alaska trip. She's going away most of June into the beginning of July. That'll be nice to have the house to myself again. Maybe no wild parties this time, but now we're all 21 what does it matter right? Haha. Ah well we'll see what happens.
Also, being Irish like I am, I CANNOT wait to go out Friday for St. Patty's Day! If anyone wants to go out just let my know. But I am DEF. going out somewhere! Maybe I'll find myself some cute Irish guy! <3
Alright, time for me to peace out. Catch everyone later! |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|06:46 pm] |
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girls night! it is much needed and fun. :-) |
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[Feb. 12th, 2006|06:23 pm] |
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I finished the 5th Harry Potter book this morning. Let me tell you. They just keep getting better and better! I cried the whole last 4 chapters. I couldn't stop. Even when I finished reading. It's getting really dark and it's extremely sad. But let me tell you, when I go see the next movie (whenever it comes out), i'm going to be a reck! Just simply amazing. And I don't care if people think it's dorky. They haven't read the books. This series is so good.
ps. The baby from the quiznos commercial freaks me out. Random but true.
pss. Tuesday this week sucks. Hello Ben and Jerry, my old friends. :-) |
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|04:33 pm] |
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I welcome unexpected events ;-) |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|11:04 pm] |
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i had a good cry tonight. about everything that is wrong. and i would just like to thank my btown babe for helping me out and making me feel better and understanding what i'm going through. let me tell you i feel MUCH better. and i really think my life is going to change. i've been so tired of it all for so long. nobody puts molly in the corner! haha ok.. stop.. harry time! night. |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|12:18 am] |
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I miss him. I wish he'd come to visit sometime soooon. :-( |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|12:10 am] |
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Another thing that bothers me is that I always feel that when I'm talking to certain people they don't really listen to what I'm saying. I've always felt like people never listen to what I say. Most don't seem like they are really paying attention. *sigh* Sometimes I just like being alone and doing my own thing better. oh blah. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2006|10:52 pm] |
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I am TIRED of dealing with people that expect me to always make the first move. I'm tired of always being the one to initiate doing something. So many people these days are so wrapped up in their own group of friends they neglect other ones. It aggravates me to no end. Why should I always be the one to ask to hang out? I'm tired of this. I wonder if I just stop txting or calling or talking to certain people whether they would notice? I doubt it. That's all of my ranting for now.
ps. I'm such a loser. It's a friday night and I pigged out alone and couldn't wait til I could hop into bed to read my Harry Potter! Wow. I'm getting old and boring. But I LIKE it! I don't mind at all. I like getting to bed early so I can wake up refreshed and ready for a new day.
pss. Shannon and I got our hair done today. Both came out good. It was a bit of a girls day. And much needed. We might join a gym together too. I'm looking forward to it. I like working out. It's fun and I want to get back in shape. I think either tomorrow or sunday we're getting manicures and pedicures. I look forward to it. I need this stuff sometimes. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|12:31 am] |
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This evening was quite fun. A group of people went out to celebrate Adam's bday tonight and even tho I didn't talk to most of them I still had fun. I'm glad I came out. I almost didn't go, becuase I didn't want to feel out of place or wierd or not wanted, but that wasn't the case. Anyway, it was nice.
New Years was fun. I almost didn't go anywhere, but I'm GLAD I made it out. Let's just say it was a nice new years. Christmas was good too.
I'm reading the Harry Potter books! I'm on the 4th one right now. Good stuff! I went with Adam to see the 4th movie for my second, his first, time. :-)
So some new goals for a new year:
I'm NOT going to put up with any BULLSHIT from any guys. At all! I deserve a nice guy who's going to treat me right and make me laugh so I'd rather just wait til I find someone who can do that instead of just settling.
I'm going to exercise and eat healthier. I hope to lose a few pounds along the way.
I'm going to go somewhere for a vacation. It is MUCH needed!
Basically I'm going to take better care of myself and have some fun along the way.
Tomorrow I'n going to see Brokeback Mountain w/ my mom. It looks good. We're also going to check out cars, because she's looking for a new one. Well I think I'm out for the night. Catch everyone later.
ps. I was watching "Next" on MTV and I'd just like to say where the hell do these people come from and what the hell are they saying?! haha. that is all. |
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[Dec. 18th, 2005|01:02 am] |
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so saturday night plans = ditched! haha great and he's an asshole. bottom line. i can't take too much longer of this shit and i shouldn't have too...
ps. i have not gotten any christmas shopping done yet.. this sucks... but that's what monday's for right? |
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|12:46 pm] |
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he talks about me to other people... and i thought i was kept a secret... this makes me very happy :-) |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|12:07 am] |
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i still haven't decided whether or not i'm excited for the holiday season.. it's a bit lonely.. i love the holiday season.. i really do... but it always seems like a time to share special moments with certain people... i don't have a certain person.. which is fine.. but i really wanted to do the sleigh ride in town on dec. 17th. but john can't come down.. and i don't know who else to ask... it may just be with sara, but she'll prolly have to work. jeff doesn't do that stuff. well not with me. i don't get him. god forbit he's seen in public with me. is there something wrong with me? am i not good enough? i ask myself this alot. i'm horrible that way. i know i shouldn't. ah i'm ranting. i miss boston and everything about it. i really just want to have my own place in the city, things will fall into place soon enough. i hope. i talked to steph the other day. that was really nice. we might go visit julie is italy over the summer! what's happened to me? i ramble on. i go on rants sometimes. and recently have alittle bit of a breakdown. wtf. i'm out. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|01:31 am] |
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Bryan: AND GOD DAMNIT
Molly: ?
Bryan: WHY DO YOU STILL REMEMBER MUMFORD
Molly: HAHA!!!!
Molly: cuz u hate it!!!!!
Bryan: ridiculous!
Molly: so i gotta keep it alive!
Bryan: ha ha
......
Molly: and not to drag this up again...
Molly: BUT
Molly: why the fuck is brian on ur top 8 and not me
Molly: ASSHOLE
Bryan: ...
Molly: haha
Molly: come on... jesus ur my 3rd
Molly: i'm feeling alittle...
Molly: neglected shall we say
Bryan: ha ha
Bryan: oh molly
Bryan: so jealous
Molly: haha i know... what do u expect from the bf!
Bryan: you know i told myself
Bryan: "bryan you should just leave it the way it is because everybody is going to have an opinion"
Bryan: and what did i do
Bryan: change it
Molly: haha but bryan.... its me!
Bryan: and now look what happens
Bryan: i got little miss friggin molly robinson yelling at me\
Molly: haha
Molly: doooooo it
Molly: dooooooooooo it
.....
Molly: fuck # 5!
Molly: i should be ONE!
Molly: haha sooooo just messin now
Bryan: im going to punch you in the baby maker the next time i see you
Molly: haha or not
Bryan: OH DONT TEMPT ME
Bryan: SO HELP ME GOD
Molly: haha i'll punch u in the baby maker...
Molly: ass
Bryan: ouch!
Molly: yeah thats right bitch
Bryan: ill give you a titty twister youll never forget
Molly: haha u couldnt before.. what makes u think u can now!
Molly: i'm better at that then u
Molly: dont make me hurt u
Bryan: because i was playing it nice!
Molly: oh right
Bryan: oh whatever
Molly: haha i win
Bryan: not next time
Bryan: things fingers are made for the pinching
Molly: i doubt it
Bryan: ha ha
Bryan: :-(
Molly: thats right ur doing down... going down town
Bryan: ha ha |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|11:54 am] |
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sooo last night was fun... I have a date wednesday... with... chris jungman...
weird.... but good... :-) |
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[Nov. 5th, 2005|08:43 pm] |
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School and work... thats my life... fun huh? I mix it up a bit from time to time. I've been hangin out with Shannon and Corey a lot more recently. Which is a good thing. Actually the 3 of us are looking into getting an apartment together. And no it's not weird. We already picked one out. Now we're just saving. It's very exciting for me. I really hope that it works out.
Saw Guster last night in AC with Lisa and Owen. Awesome awesome show. Matt Pond PA opened for them. I'd never heard of them before but now they're my new fav. band. I think I'll get one of their cds on monday.
Next friday I have Dane Cook! I've already seen him before, but I can always see him again. Man he cracks me up.
On a side note. My Grandpa has a tumor that originally they thought was cancerous. Well now it's pre-cancerous. He had surgery on thursday to have it removed and they found more polyps than they expected so it was a very hard surgery. He doesn't take being in the hospital very well and he's not a good patient. He's not doing well at all in general. I haven't been to see him yet. I'm kind of scared to. He can't keep anything down. The tumor was in his colon. Even though he had surgery his colon isn't working now so things just aren't going well. If any of you pray, please keep my grandpa in your prayers.
That's about it that's new. Catch everyone later... |
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[Oct. 12th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
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It's been a very crappy week. Lots of rain and dampness. I got kind of sick. I sound horrible! haha o well. I'm not going to Boston this weekend. It's a crappy weekend, Kev and Rachel are both pretty busy, and I'm sick. It's just not a good weekend. I was going to tell work that I could work if they needed me, but I think I'm going to take this time off. Rest and get better and just relax. So I'm open for stuff this weekend guys!
Today I was in a very peaceful mood. My spanish class was canceled so I went over The Mains residence after my afternoon classes. Then on the way home I put on 1260 gold for some "dinner with frank" and it made me very happy. So I came home... lite the candles in the dinning room, made some dinner, put some milk in a wine glass and ate my dinner with "frank". It was very nice and romantic. Even though it was only by myself.
I'm leaving soon to go to the movies with Dj. We're going to go see Waiting. It looks so funny. Catch everyone later... |
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| I long to reach for you in the night....... |
[Oct. 9th, 2005|11:52 pm] |
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I don't know what's going on with DJ. I can't even describe in words. It's weird. I don't get him at all!
But for a nice parting goodnight, John called to see how my weekend was before he went to bed.. I always love that... it's very nice.... makes me realize how much I miss a real relationship...
I miss...
good morning and goodnight calls
holding hands
cuddling
no pressure
doing nothing, but still having fun
being in love
little fights over nothing
and then making up after..
someone to share everything with
laughing, smiling, being completely happy....
feeling safe
bear hugs
movie nights
random calls just to say hello or I love you
not caring what I look like, because I know he'll love me anyway
.....someone I can be my whole self with.....
I was in a Bob mood tonight so there was much Dylan listening to be had. Always good. I'm ready for bed. I'm just listening to one last song....
ps. I like how my hair today was exactly how I like it to be when I let it just dry wavy and I had no one special to show it off too. haha I always have good hair days when I have nothing to do and bad hair days when I have everything to do...
pss. New favorite song... Dance with You by Live... very mellow...
psss. Things are better with Robyn... I'm very happy about that... |
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[Oct. 5th, 2005|10:15 pm] |
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Instead of saying what are "you" doing this weekend.... he said what are "we" doing this weekend...
could this be a good thing? <3 |
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